how y’all doin? two things before i get into it. one. have y’all watched the upshaws on netflix? if not, do it. it’s reminiscent of the sitcoms of yester-year with cursing! lmao. so you already know i liked it. two. my life is a real-life sitcom. i swear i have so many stories to tell you about. and one day i will get caught up. i promise.
but first. cancer…
so today-eh-yesterday i had a pet scan. my anxiety is through the fucking roof. like deep down i know its gonna be fine. but but i have been stressing all week. i mean first, i’m coming up on my year. the 8th is when i had my mammogram, ultrasound and emergent biopsies. the 10th is when i was officially diagnosed. don’t ask me why that is giving me anxiety. i can’t rationalize it. but yeah my mind is racing.
back to the pet. this ain’t my first rodeo so everything went as planned. but y’all. this woman, let’s call her karen, tried it with me this morning.
i had to be at the hospital at 7:30 am. barely made it. and i had to fast, so i really wanted things to go smoothly and quickly so i could get out of there and get some food on this stomach before the pills start turning flips…
wait. its 1 am and i am tired. been up with no nap since 5 am. i’ll tell y’all about karen when i wake up.
FCKuCANCER. 
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